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| Been way to long, and I don't really care if any one reads this. I'm just here today to get a few things off my mind.
I love my life, to a point. Theres plenty of things that I wish didn't happen, or are happening. *sigh* anyways to the main point at hand. I have a few things on my plate that I do for fun in my spare time, read, wow, draw, write, etc. But sometimes I don't have the drive to really work on them.
For instance I have a rather large amount of comics that I have made over the past 4 years, sadly only a few a truly impressive and have been praised by a few people who actually know decent work when they see it. But were only talking about 3 comic out of nearly 400. But thats not really a drive for me. I worked on my work because I felt it progressed my technique and skill, and most importantly some allowed me to fully interact with others.
I'm not really a, crap whats the word? Super social person? I'm vain, conceited, etc. My fault really, I didn't really interact with others to the point where I truly knew them. I'm only now starting to fell just how much I've missed out in life. Though to be truthful it didn't help that my family bred social outcasts. I'd go into it in more detail, but it's just bashing my parents for being the neglectful bastards they are. They're loving, but they just didn't have the energy to go the full 9 yards, maybe 5 yards or even 6, but definitely not 9.
Got off topic again. . . Why do I do the things I do? Mostly to impress. I just feel that sometimes I'm years behind where I should be socially, or hell even mentally. Some of this is my fault and some of it is others for not taking the time to not be lazy bastards and do something *cough* grandville school district *cough* People are such lazy bastards.
Kinda off topic agian . . . o.0
I'm not really sure I do some of the things I do for myself anymore. To tell the truth the only thing thats just me is the reading, ha. Pathetic.
I have found that my best stuff only happens when I occasionally achieve this. I need to sit back, but be a little more active and look at me. But I need to be more social, I need to spread my reach back to others who I connect to with a translucent bridge. That last part makes no sense -.- eh
Thats it for now Tah
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| Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
No time for Me time.
Only School time.
Sadly for once in all my years in school I'm a little swamped. School is taking a beating on me, and the beating hurts. This week alone I have 2 art projects due, a paint to complete, another paper to write, a test to take that once more I have no clue what it's about, and I have to take home pottery some time this week to work on so that I don't get behind. . . sigh. . . And it doesn't show any signs of slowing down one bit.
So it'll be a miracle if I ever get back to my comic until December.
So here's what I need to get done by the end of the semester
At least a C in each class:
Design final project: 3/? complete (working on #4)
Paintings: 2/? complete (working on #3)
5, 400 word papers: 2/5 (working on 3 this week)
12? Pots: 6/12 done
May not seem like alot is left, but there is alot. . .
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| u[_____]u groan. . . .
sleeping habits. . . turning to shit again. . .
Bed at 2, sleep till 10 or 11. c_c
I've been skipping my humanities class. I don't want to go to it anymore. Mostly because I'm just sleeping anyways. I hope to write the 3rd paper "my second out of five I need to write" out of the full 9. I have a project due tomorrow in life drawing, its done, but I want to go back and make some finer lines. I also have 3 projects due Thursday in 2d, one is done, another is half done, and I'm working on the 3rd one.
I'm planning on introducing gizzy in my next comic in honor of the transformers release this next Tuesday. He'll be deliciously evil, Muwhahahaha!
u.u I shall doze now. . .
EDIT: I completed all the projects in 2D during house. Yay! Unfortunetly I had to make a mad dash down to SRP in order to get a replacement for my big black pen thats used for large negative space. "five fucking city blocks! GOoood!"
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| Uggg!
I think I'm having an ART overload.
I finished my 2D design project in 1:30 in the morning, and so unfortunately was woken up at maybe 10ish by ether my dumb ass sister or father when they opened my door to go some where. mmmmm..... and then once more at 12 my my sister who thought "OH! I should tell my brother what the fucking time is."
I then spent a good hour working on my self portrait, but I put it aside since it was looking like pure grade shit.
The rest of Saturday was spent working on the next comic. Which by the way also looks like shit at this moment as well. Why? well I decided to try a new chibi look that I've seen before in a few series, and though cute, doesn't look too great. . . Any way, I just hope that when I get to the background I'll be more happy with it.
Night.
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| Another week, another crap load of homework, another problem solved, another comic to create.
So Tiss the second day into the school week and I have a test to study for, a book to read, 3 chapters in another to read and take notes on, etc.
I still have another week or two before I can get the new tablet, so I've been downloading a ton of human poses and practicing my drawing. God how I need the practice. I've also think I've fixed a problem will the fill feature. The problem was when I filled in an outline it ended up with this really ugly white outline. I think it was because I had the tolerance on a little too low.
The other problem was also with this recent comic. If you look closely theres a white line around the text bubbles. It beets me why they're there. But if I have to name the problem I'd say that it was a problem with the stroke. I'm not sure if it's just the version of photoshop elements, or what, but I think i fixed it by changing where the stroke is put.
As for next weeks comic. . . I'm stumped. I had planned on making it about the heroes season premiere, but I got my dates mixed around. So now I'm trying to think of some filler since I don't want to get back to gizzy until I can devote a few free weeks to it.
That's it for now.
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